Today was just one of those days. It was a very boring day today...I seem to do more reading than working lately. I know most people would think that this would be wonderful, but it actually worries me. Since they opened the second site for our account the other site has grown, while my site has just dwindled. It makes me worry about my job security. While I honestly do not plan on being there after April, I don't want to be out of work before this. I'd rather leave on my own terms, rather than be laid off. I know that other people are thinking the same thing.
On another note, I'm really trying to process and deal with everyone moving away. I'm trying like hell to be as supportive as I know how to be. I feel kind of weird writing about this here because I know Ginger reads my blog (hi Ginger!) but I just feel like I need to. I'm super happy for her and Gilligan, but at the same time it really sucks. I know that the day they leave will be here before long.
I really wish I was better with this sort of thing. It makes me feel like I'm emotionally young sometimes. I know it's bothering other people...but I feel like I'm having a harder time dealing with this than most. I just need to grow the hell up, people move away right?
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